Parent's Words Are Often TRUE!

College’s life is so different with high school’s life moreover elementary school’s life. I have no much free time in a day. When I have free time, I often decided to sleep. My life is so random here, still can’t manage my life yet. Often skip a morning class cause I’m usually staying up late. Well, everyone I want to share something about my foolishness.

College's life make my eyes open that I don't have much insight, often feels dumb when I’m in a class. When everybody could answer a question from lecturer and I’m not. Chit chat with my friends just about some basic things, I can’t chit chat about political, economic, even culture. When I’m working on a group assignment, I rarely give a contribution cause I dont know what I have to say in the middle of smart people. I don't want to show my stupidity.

Just remembered my dad’s words which told me to not watch a drama everytime I’m watching tv is RIGHT. He told me to try to read a newspaper cause it’s so useful to add a knowledge in my mind. Hahaheu yaa all of my dad’s words are just get in to the right ear, then go out through the left ear. I’m the person who rarely listening to my daddy’s words. I’m just watching serial drama everyday and never read a newspaper, also not caring about surroundings. I just always care about me. HA ya I’m so selfish. I realized it. There's just an easy thing in my mind.

BUT NOW I WILL CHANGE IT ALL. I’m going to make myself to be a smart person. Trying to read a newspaper everyday although I’m not reading all of the rubrics. Not only watching serial drama every night, but also a news program. Practicing myself to not just read a book if tomorrow there’s test, but everyday. Think that tomorrow there’s always a test, maybe it’ll make me more concentrate when I read my college books. The important thing is, starting to care about surroundings and other people. What they’re thinking, what they’re feeling, and trying to not impose what I want.

I wish I could continue with what I’m doing now, doesn’t feel bored to read a newspaper or magazine or whatever except about lifestyle. I really want to be a critical person in everything’s with an intellect style. I want to make everyone (especially my daddy) surprise with my alteration, but I know it will need a long time. Study everyday, learn about everything everyday, and also care with surroundings everytime. As time goes by, slowly but surely, I believe my mind will be fulfilled with various knowledges.